30 Day Challenge
1. List 20 ranom facts about yourself.
- I'm a series-fangirl. I can't live without watching one. I love all of them. My favorites are One Tree Hill, The Vampire Diaries and The Originals but I'd mention The Secret Circle, Gossip Girl, Victorius, Awkward, Hollywood Heights, America's next topmodel, Teen Wolf, New Girl, Friends, Two Broke Girls, Pretty Little Liars, 90210, Gilmore Girls, Grey's Anatomy, Dexter, Supernatural and The Mentalist.:)
-I fall in love with fictional characters all the time. Like Damon Salvatore, Klaus Mikaelson, Kol Mikaelson, Elijah Mikaelson, Jeremy Gilbert, Lucas Scott, Nathan Scott, DEan Winchester, Sam Winchester, Collin Jennings, Jackson Whittemore, Nate Archibald, Chuck Bass, Carter Baizen...they are all my boyfriends.:)
- I'm really, really weird. I mean sometimes I'm shy sometimes I can't stop talking. I can be very annoying. I usually make funny/weird random noises, I always lose everything.:)
-I have an eating disorder. I'm not anorexic. I'm not very thin. I just want to be skinny and I don't wanna be fat and I want to eat but at the same time I don't wanna eat because I feel like shit after I eat something.... okay, this thing sucks
-I am a mess. They say I seem happy and I let them think this but I'm far away from being happy. My mind is killing me. I never feel good enough, I feel pathetic, boring and miserable. Sometimes I'm really happy but these things still are in my head.
- I love cats. I have two of them, they are sisters and sometimes they are the only ones who are there for me.:)
- the thing which always makes me happy: horse-riding.
- My family is obviously the best thing in my life. I have a big family, and we are all very close to each other.
- I don't show my feelings. Never, ever.
- Well this is gonna sound really weird but my closest friends do not exist. They are all fictional characters. I have friends in real life, I have really great friends, but sometimes I feel like series characters are the only ones who can understand me. Yeah, I'm a bit crazy
- I really want a boyfriend. Just to know how it feels to know that someone's in love with you.
-I'm afraid in the dark. I can't not think about serial killers&vampires&psychos.
- I have blue eyes. These are the only part of my body which I find pretty.
- I fall in love easily. Too easily. And I find my way out of that very damn hard.
-I want to be a fucking vampire.:)
-I am always the second choice. Or not even a choice.
-I love writing or creating stories. I don't wanna be a writer or anything but I love doing it.
-when I'm home alone, I do the most weird things ever.
- I like making lists
- Giving up things is kinda impossible to me.
2.
- Somebody will read my diary. That's my biggest fear. People finding out all of my secrets...it's a real nightmare. So I keep it very hidden..
- Umm... a psycho killer attacking me. I am always afraid of it. yeah i'm paranoid.
- Doing something really really awkward in front of everybody.
3.
5.LOL
4.John Tucker Must Die
3. Now you see me
2.Catch me if you can
1.Troy
4.
I'm not 16 yet so i change this number to 7.
- don't let this fucking anorexia or god knows what-thing start in your head. Don't!!!
- Don't make that first cut 5 years later 'cuz you'll regret it. forever..
-hey honey you look cute:)
- your eyes are soooo big. i want them
- enyoj this four year, you'll miss it soo much
-don't hide your feelings!
-Say ,,I love you" or ,, You look pretty" to others often. You have no idea how good it feels like.
- Eat that fucking pizza, it's tasty.
- no, don't fall for him, he's an ass. And so is he. and he. I said NO!
-be happy.
5. Okay, it's morning. My alarm doesn't wanna stop ringing. oh, I don't wanna wake up, pleaaase let me sleep. Okay, five minutes. * a half hour later* OH MY GOSH it's late!! I have to choose what to wear. *30 minutes later* okay, I've got it. I don't look so ugly in that outfit. Go have a breakfast. i eat some fruits and make salad for school. get in the car, go back for my bag, get in the car again. thinking in the car:this is gonna be a good day. A good day. Think positive. get out of the car, go in the school. Pack my things into my locker. Go out to the corridor. Talking to my friends. Seeing him. *omg* There is he oh i wish he'd like me i wanna talk to him but i can't he doesn't care...*sad mode activated* he looks at me. wow he looked at me this is a beginning of a relationship* happy mode activated* Lessons:boring, boring, sleep, broing, I don't get it, somebody please explain it, okay, I still don't get it, Fine, whatever .Looking around. Oh, everybody is prettier than me. Looking at my BFF. Dammit' who would care about me when she's so beautiful. I'm ugly. I'm pathetic. I want to go home. *lessons over* putting my perfect fake smile on. talk a little with my friends, go home. at home looking into the mirror:did i lookl like this all day? I'M SO UGLY AND FAT. eating lunch because I'm hungry as hell and I can't hold myself back. Going into my room, doing my homework. thinking. Crying. This world sucks. My family are the only ones who actually love me. Okay,this world sucks. go watching OTH/TVD/whatever. Feeling better. Go sport. Feeling even better. Feeling hungry at night. Feeling awesome. Okay, tomorrow is really gonna be a good day. Going to sleep. Then it starts again...
6.
I wish I could be a bird... I want to know what it's like to fly. But my personality is like a dogcat's. So i would probably be a dogcat. Or catdog? who knows.
7.
-USA, especially NY. I would love to see the ,,Gossip Girl town".
- France, Paric. Town of love...umm. :)
-And of course England, London.
8. The Vampire Diaries, One Tree Hill,The Originals, Awkward, Gossip Girl, Teen Wolf, The secret circle, Friends. These are the ones I can't live without.
9. Singing. I always wanted to be a good singer. or no, not just good, a singer who's voice is special and strong and makes people cry.
10.- My family. Whenever I'm really, really sad I think about how great is my family and how much i love them and i get better. They are all amazing!!
- A friend of mine, Vicky. She is strong, and she taught me how to live with depression. No, I'm not depressed all the time but when I am I can't handle it. She helps me with it.
- Brooke Davis. She's absolutely my idol.And of course Jenny Humphrey, Caroline Forbes, etc...
11.OMG I think this is the hardest question ever. Especially for me, because I have 3 billion of them . But I'll try to write my favs...
-,,At the end of the day we are who we are. And it's probably who we've always been."
-,,When you lose someone it stays with you. Always reminding you of how easy it is to get hurt."
Because you took the next step all by yourself, you played the whole thing out in your head, and you decided to bail before even give it a shot. So this really great thing that we had? Don`t worry about losing it, because it`s already gone."
Why is it that the guys I want, never go for me? I try so hard, maybe because I'm inappropriate and I always say the wrong things and Elena always says the right things. I mean, she doesn't even try and he just picks her! And she's always the one that everyone picks. For everything. And I try so hard and I'm never the one... "
“ I thought I knew you. But I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth. You think you know me but you don't. And that means you don't know what I can do. You see me as someone popular and has all the answers but that's not true. I may not always know what I'm doing but I'll try to make things better. And when I make a mistake, because face it, we all do, I promise I'll ask for your help. I can't do this alone, but if you'll take a chance on me, we can do great things together. I promise if you believe in me, I'll find the courage to reach for your every dream. John F. Kennedy said, "the courage of life is a magnificent mixture of triumph and tragedy. A man does what he must, in spite of personal consequences, in spite of obstacles and dangers and pressures. And that is the basis of all morality". ”
“You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.”
,,Dear God, I have a problem. It's me. Dear Child, I have an answer. It's me."
12.
-My phone
-A rubber ring
13.
Right now? okay.
- Pretty Reckless: Nothing left to lose
-Daniel Powter:Bad Day
Boyce Avenue:Broken Angel
Rascal Flatts:Let it hurt
Taylor Swift:Come Back Be Here
Pretty Reckless: Kill Me
Imagine Dragons: Demons
Taylor Swift:Innocent
Imagine Dragons:It's time
14.
-Brooke Davis
-Caroline Forbes
-Damon Salvatore
-Klaus Mikaelson
- Rebekah Mikaelson
-Blair Waldorf
-Kol Mikaelson
-Elijah Mikaelson
-Katherine Pierce
-Lucas Scott
15. It would be an OTH fanfiction where Brucas is endgame
16.I own 2 cats: Bodza and Málna, they are sis's
17.
-horse-riding
-reading
- yoga
18.okay well i would rather say cinema. and umm... paranoia.
19.i don't know!! seriously. of course now i wanna be a supermodel because it seem great but more serious ideas? no, not yet.
20.
-i can hide my sadness. very well. i can seem happy in my darkest times so no one knows how lonely and desperate i am.
- I am a good listener.
-I'm really good with my friends problems, not so much my own.
-I can speak a hour without stopping:)
- I'm kind. usually.
21.
- i lose control easily. i mean when it comes to cutting.
- i can be very, very very sad ,break down and cry hours.
- i cannot show my feelings. just can't.
-sometimes i simply can't be brave and do what i know i should.
- food. my greatest weakness ever. and of course cutting but i guess it's even worse...
22.SINGLE! forever single:(
23.
-Youtube
-Neon.hu
-Soroatbarát
- tumblr
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